I knew it all along right from the start of your relationship with a friend of mine. Intending on not to be serious at her true feelings as human, and here are some of my rants. *No pun intended*
Fuck YOU! You miserable scum!
Turning back to the point of remembering my first meditative session at the plenary hall with the others was so memorable engraving. Requiring participants to track all of previous memories, learning to control the flow of thoughts, and keep flashbacks play all of a sudden.
I was really astonished on how I did retrieving all of those memories. Things like memories, and feelings suddenly flashed out all of sudden in a flustering patterns mesmerizing my whole personality as a being. I suddenly felt the warmth of my cheeks, and fast heart beat after looking back on that time I felt admiration. Joy when we go out together. Anger when confused. Grieve, and devastation when you left me. Relieved after the wounds you left are healed.
Although, looking back at the past is somehow I still find valuable. Because, I realized that it gave me the reason to be passionate, to be a winner, and to be a better person.
After those flashbacks at the meditation, time did went whimsical. A loud voice did woke me up me from my fantasy, and saying “Sir, next program na po.”